“Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed.” – John 3:20
While reading God’s word this week I came across the verse above. This isn’t the first time I have heard this verse. As I grow, I begin to see more in certain verses than I did in my youth. Maybe I’ll never be a completely mature Christian, but each day I feel I am closer than I was previously.
So let me tell you my thoughts on the above verse this time when I read it.
Let’s paint a picture. A person does a horrible deed, a terrible sin, what is the number one thing a person with a conscience is worried about? That person is worried that the horrible deed will be found out. Even a person without a conscience won’t advertise a murder they committed to the police force, and if they do they usually don’t sign a name…
Let’s think about something a little closer to home. Think about your reputation with those at your church, or around you. I can guarantee that there is something you haven’t been completely open with regarding your past. Something that maybe you have put behind you, that you have asked God to forgive in you, but still don’t want to advertise to the public at large. I know I have a few things like that in my past and only the people closest to me know about those things. I know that if I open up about those things nobody will think any less of me, they will know they were my past and won’t hold them against me, but I still won't bring those things up unless necessary to help somebody else through a similar circumstance, probably because they are my past. Learn from the past, but put it behind you.
What I want to talk about though are the things you are hiding away right now. The ones that you are still busy doing and don’t want to be exposed. That is the easiest way to identify sin in your life. Are you doing something right now that you wouldn’t want anybody outside your inner circle finding out about? Are you doing something right now that you wouldn’t even want your inner circle finding out about? Are you hiding something that you wouldn’t want to be brought to light?
That is almost definitely a sin. It is something that you are doing under the cover of darkness. It is the easiest way to identify a sin your life. You need to be honest with yourself. Ask God for forgiveness and turn away from your sin.
Remember Jesus said to the woman caught in adultery “Go now and leave your life of sin.” (John 8:11).
Once before I posted a quote from a TV show I enjoy, it goes:
There is only one thing in life you can truly control, and that is whether you are good or evil.
I still believe that quote holds true, only you can control your actions, nobody else. Others can guide you, and make it seem like there is no other choice, and all choices will have consequences, but ultimately, you still choose.
If you want to read my first post with that quote in, you can find it here: Red pill or blue pill?